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Sunday, June 7, 2009

More than anything right now, I'd like to get out there and discover who I am -- by LIVING. Instead of "living" through a figment of my imagination. Step out of my comfort zone... make mistakes, fall and dust myself right off. Just have fun while I am still young. And love myself, right? And sometimes I will fall flat on my face, but that is what life is all about, having the resilience to dust myself off and stand right back up again, no matter how hard or painful. Life waits for no one.

If I could have my ideal boyfriend, he would be like Justin F. Do I worry too much about what people think? Why didn't I date Justin? Was it because I was afraid of what people (like Jesse and Lyly) might think of me? When you are compatible with someone, sometimes, you just know. We only had one date, but he reminded me so much of Jeremy. But he was different of course. I've realized that I am very attracted to guys/men who are not only articulate with their words, but also succint and poetic. That is my biggest turn-on. Someone who is well-versed. Who can be romantic and sensual using the English language. It is such a turn-on to be intelligent. And that is what Jeremy, Jesse (and Justin) was.

Do I worry too much about what others think? Dan brought it up yesterday in our argument and I couldn't have agreed more. I mean, it affects every single aspect of my life, from choosing my career, to who I date, to my social network, to being myself... I need to get a grip of myself and "not hold back" anymore, as Florence had put it.

Chi was here @ 11:25 AM [ ]

It's time to be bold about who you really are.

You should understand that being different is fantastic. In fact, rejoice in all those things that make you different. Ultimately, it’s not how you look or what group you’re in that will determine your success in the world. I think you can carve new territory, you can do something completely out of the box, and if it is an act of love and goodness, it will be completely embraced---as bizarre as that may seem.

If you have faith in your real self, you’ll suffer less. You won’t waste valuable time that could be spent on more important things. There’s no time to waste. It’s time to be bold about who you really are.

Be passionate about what you do. ** MENTAL DISCIPLINE ** Stay true to yourself. Be confident. Pre-program your mind for success. Success is the best revenge. Remember everything about everyone. THINK before you SPEAK. and LISTEN carefully. Knowing yourself is the essence of being alive. If you have a goal, you can definitely accomplish it. You can do anything you set your mind to. Break through the barriers of pain, laziness, fear, and mediocrity. You have the power of free will. It is never too late to be the person you might have been.

Life is short.

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just have to live life to the fullest. Laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dare to be different, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because when you look back someday, knowing you have no regrets it's going to be what makes you smile.
Have a good day!

Faith is the substance of all things hoped for. ** PHYSICAL DISCIPLINE ** Always act as if you are being videotaped. Always have good posture Pray (remember God) Read the news Take fish oil Constantly volunteer, do things, be active. Learn.

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure.